Monday, September 17, 2007

Tell Me. Have You Ever Felt...

Tell me. Have you ever felt weighed down so heavily by your life and the things in it that you felt you would collapse under it and yet couldn't bear the thought of a single part of the weight removed? Have you ever felt that everything you do is completely wrong and yet not want anyone else to do it instead? Have you ever felt so strongly that you absolutely must do something to the point that it happens without you knowing you did it and then wishing just as strongly you could take it back? Have you ever felt that intense desire for something to come to pass, then desire just as intensely that it never had? Have you ever felt you knew what needed to be done, but could not make the sacrifices required to do it? Have you ever felt the only thing to do was die and known that was the one thing you were not allowed to do?

I have.

"I'm ready to tell you my secret now."
(The Sixth Sense)